tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-105001132011-04-22T11:53:56.631+08:00DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.comBlogger181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1154956840529381982006-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:002006-08-07T21:20:40.533+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">i'm lonely ryte now.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i do miss him.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">alot.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yeah.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">we break aredi.for real.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">oh god pls help me to forget him.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i feel nothing.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yepx.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i dun love him tat much.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i haf alil faith in him.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">abit oni.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wun be surprise if he gt sumone else..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">well...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i lied..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i do surprise...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i will cry like hell i tell you..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes i hate him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes i dun...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes i love him so dearly..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes i dun...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm sad...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">do you noe dat?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">do you noe dat i love you so much?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">aku bukannya mahu ungkit.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">aku bukannya busuk hati...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">aku hanya mahu kasih syg mu....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">dahulu aku selalu termenung jauh...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">memikirkan erti cinta.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">tapi sekarang...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sudah lain...<br />dimana kah kau cinta ku?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-115495684052938198?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1150248390934500772006-06-14T09:22:00.000+08:002006-06-14T09:26:30.946+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">i dreamt tat zulhafiz haf anew gerlfren!!minah dakwah...dun tell me itx gonna be true..=(</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">oh gosh..am i after him?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">forget abt him ah syahidah..he dun msg you.he dun important your relationship wif him.he hates you..he dun need you anymore..eh...forever is bullshit okae!fuck you!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">eurgh!i sound so angry!lolx!nvm lah..let he forget abt me...its okae...=)lots of guys outside..hehe..can do wad ever i wanna do..n my dad wun worry abt me n my studies...hehe...okae...todae i dun miss him...serious...thk you for now...hope everythg i dream WUN COME TRUE..period.haha!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-115024839093450077?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1150202331275014812006-06-13T20:22:00.000+08:002006-06-13T20:38:51.290+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">hey.frankly speaking.i do miss him eventho i hate him.he hates me alot.i noe.i understand..now i just get the real answer.he really dun wan me to bother him.okae.i'm lettg you go.i wun turn back.never.i promise.i did many sins wif you.haiz.wad a wasted..i tot you were the one..haiz..from todae..i will stop wondering about you..thinking about you..waiting for your msgs..ALLAH sahaja yang tahu..haiz..wad shud i do now?i will get my life on studies.not on love.i promise i will do better.i wanna make my dad to love me back..i love my father okae..i do..hex the one feed me...mum..i love you...thx for your love..mum..wen i was falling down you were there..thank you allah for bringg up my mum n dad to me.i love allah.i promise i wun do many sins.tats my final dae wif him.i will try to improve myself.i promise i wun be rude to others...esp my mum..i love her..thank you allah...i hope everythg will go fine without him.INSYAALLAH...mudah-mudahan aku akan menjadi org yg berjaya..forget him..frget bout me last time..its time to start a new..i must be strong...ignore love n all..concentrate in my studies n my islam..amin..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">hey wad for wanna cry for a less than average guy?he is nothing...<br />harap jer muka hensem...tapi prangai buruk sekali!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">aku msg kau kau tak reply..aku dah naek jemu!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">nggak mahu tunggu kamu..gwe capek dong...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">i will do it my way n noone will stop me...except for my mum n ALLAH..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">ya allah beri lah ketenangan untuk ku...n mudahkan lah urusan ku...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">if can i wanna forget abt him...slowly...slowly....just remember he is bad...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">a person who onli tinks highly of himself...i hate your attitude..i hate your everythg...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">i promise i wun find any guy!he is the last guy..i promise...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">not in dunearn..never...i promise...if i break my promises...may allah take my life away and make my like a mistake...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">u told me to fuck off...send me "sincere" msgs..you and me..no more lovers...insyaallah..we just frens...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">but i promise zulhafiz,if u wanna get back wif me...u're welcome..=)</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">insyaallah zulhafiz akan jadi orang yang baik...insyaallah...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">okae den..i wanna get myself bz...=))</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">so...i'm so love myself....put all my bad memories behind...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">i love ALLAH S.W.T...amin....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-115020233127501481?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1149942406356012522006-06-10T20:01:00.000+08:002006-06-10T20:26:46.370+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">noe wad?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">he dun wan me to bother him..ok..so...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">let me start..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">ok...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yest he told us tat he going to leave singapore by tmr...yea2 wadever...so todae mum called him many times he refused to answer..wassup wif him?and then i msgd him.den he replied he was on the wae to jb.i called him.missed call oni.jux wanna check he is in jb or not.not!he lie to me.den aftnoon mum tried to call his home.his mum picked.so he lied to me!he saed he lied to me because he dun wan me to find him.ok..dats fine..i dun bother u my .eurgh!dun find me ok.i wun find u..liar liar pants on fire...i guess we ARE TOTALLY NOTHING.i get ur werds.hey..werds wun bring me down..i was trying to be nice to u..n tis is wad i get?oh got...get some balls...life sux.totally..i just feel like wanna kick every guy's butts..haiz..tis is not fair..ok..i noe he is out To TOWN wif his wonderful frens..i will do the same..maybe..i will forget him...soon...coz he dun wan me..he sick of me...he had enuf of me..ok...so?do i care??.....sick of me?i will vanish from ur life.i mean my werds.everythg i did is just wasted...fuck u!i hate u!i noe u wun find me...i wun be here...never be here for u...sick of me wad!haiz...u make my life sux..u noe dat??</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wun bother to check on my hp...just to check out whether u care bout me or not.i noe u DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE.bullocks to u!i'm getting new...without you...ditch me if u can...may god loves you..n oso i've regretted..those make outs were just my stoopid decisions.i SHUD NOT MAKE OUT WIF YOU ANYMORE...u make me sick.everybody make me sick of life...oh yah...you wun get back wif me ryte?i dun ask for it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i hope u will be a good guy n responsible person..i wish u will be happy without me...i dun wish to haf my life back...<br />y am i sooooo damn stoopid to haf a relationship??i am not ready...he make me hopeless....no more me for you.i will change..not bcoz of you...its becoz of me..i dun wanna haf a boifren or wadever....they just JERKS...gosh...i wish i cud turn back the time....begging him to come back to me..oh please...i will stop it..i wun switch on my hp nimore..never....i dun wanna wait for his presence..i'm tooo tired....<br />last but not least....i still love him...but..i'll try not to love him animore just wad he is doing now...may allah bless me...amin...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">the things you saed,i will take it n keep inside my heart...i will lock it forever n i will awae the key...i just...tired of u.thk you for all this time...i was love u.now its fading awae...i cant blame u.its my fault..i wun do it again in future...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-114994240635601252?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1144475556454815342006-04-08T13:37:00.000+08:002006-04-08T13:56:35.040+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes i ask myself....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">y i haf to live my life tis wae..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i shud b grateful..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yea.i noe.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i sux at times...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">is he growing bored wif me?=(</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">dunnoe la..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">cant describe bout my feelings.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm totally blank..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yea..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes he did tis to me for my own gud...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">he owaes tink bad bout me....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i dunnoe till wen....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i change my mind,i wun let him go...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yep....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i mean it..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">wei..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">life is boring...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">okok...letx imagine if hex.....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">nice,very gentle n not short-tempered n of coz mux be caring ah n a bit sensitive....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">wah......=))</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm so gonna be crazy over him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but he is very scary lah at times...*sorie baby*</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">his concern like very HUGE...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">ya..i'm not kidding...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">well...he is the ferst person who are very particular n concern bout me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yep....OI!I HAVE A GOOD BOIFREN,HOW BOUT YOURS?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">lol..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but wadever it is..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i haf to accept him for being who he is....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yep....accept the fact....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hex tat kinda of person...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but i dun him to be so fierce....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">u will get ashame of urself if he scold u in public...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">scary u noe..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">the more u fite ur rites*eventho u noe tat u're wrong*</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">he will raise up his voice...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">n peeps will look at u..*wah duh.....malu gwe*</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">u noe the meaning of scary??</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">serious...i'm scared of him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">tis is not toking bad bout him okae....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm jux telling tat he is very fierce n nice kinda person...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">like durian...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yep...eh..i'm not calling my own boifren a durian..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">btw...in my life...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">wen we're fiting or wad....negative thgs happen...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i will get bored wif my life u noe?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">coz..u haf to make ur special sumone to cool down..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">but i dunnoe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz............</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sumtimes it gives me my brain cells go crazy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">painful u noe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i will break down n cry if i make him more mad.......</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">n of coz i will go run awae frm him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">dats me..</span> <br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">dear dear,doesnt mean if i leave u behind,i hate u aredi....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">i just cant stand to see ur face....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">haiz......frankly,i'm scared of u.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">but,one favour pls?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">a very big one....PLEASE DUN LEAVE ME?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i love him..i miss him...=)</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">ee....so emo....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-114447555645481534?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1144160395154541902006-04-04T22:08:00.000+08:002006-04-08T13:36:50.520+08:00todae is our last dae.<br />maybe.<br />coz.<br />i dunnoe.<br />he dun loves me.<br />he did sae it sooo many times.<br />of coz i gave up.<br />coz i noe,dats wad he waiting for.<br />i make it fulfill.<br />he kept asking me whether i wanna be single,find a guy,bla bla bla..<br />all i noe...<br />i'm not going to be single..<br />neither find a new guy.<br />fuck off if i do tat.......<br />i wun fall in love after him..<br />for him..<br />maybe he will find sumone new..<br />haiz..<br />now i dunnoe...<br />whether we r or we r not.<br />confuse i am.<br />haiz......<br />if we r not,<br />n if i see him wif his NEW GERLFREN. (if he does,i'm going to kill her)<br />I WILL BE THE FERST PERSON TO CRY.<br />of coz not infront of him...<br />coz u noe wad?<br />i dunnoe.<br />maybe jealous...<br />dunnoe...<br />i will hate him to the core if he do tat..<br />tat symbolise him tat he is FLIRTY N EASY TO GET.<br />wadever it is.<br />i still love him...<br />WADEVER MISSY.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-114416039515454190?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1143963462276004252006-04-02T15:31:00.000+08:002006-04-02T15:37:42.286+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">so n so..<br />now i'm reallie sure.<br />i'm gonna let him go.<br />let him be.<br />let he enjoy.<br />coz i dunnoe wads next.<br />yeah.<br />yes dear,u're rite.<br />we're not gonna be last long.<br />i wash my hands clean.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm not so gonna control u.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i must not feel jealous or left out.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i haf to move on.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">leave all the wasteful of memories.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">those daes tat we fought.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">damn it.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i need the god damn ans.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">now..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">if u let me go,dun wery.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i will let u to follow ur decisions.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">coz i'm no longer the SPECIAL SUMONE.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">irx nice to fall in love in the ferst place.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">wen u get more further.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">u can feel the pain of the scars.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i've carved ur name deep in my heart.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">doubt tat u will leave it a scar.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wun be surprise if he leave me.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">coz noone deserves me.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">after him,i wun fall in love wif sumone.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hex the last.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">maybe.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">haiz.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-114396346227600425?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1140009073428570062006-02-15T21:03:00.000+08:002006-02-15T21:11:13.443+08:00haiz..life is okae..but all i noe we are drifting apart.i dun feel his love nimore.anywen hex tired or stress wif studies..wen i askd him sumthg or sae sumthg..he will start talkg harshly to me.i noe u are tired n stuffs..haf u ever think wad i feel?put urself in mine.i'm not hapi.n maybe so r u.seriously..i wanna change.but i wun ever gif up on him.if he give up on me n call off,i will love till forever..coz hex such a nice person.but too bad for me....he cannot tolerate me..kinda sad wen i heard he saed he cannot tahan wif me..haiz...i noe itx everythg my fault.u will scold me n stuffs.i dun like niwae.if can i wanna make him hapi owaes.coz i reallie2 desperately wanna see him hapi every dae...now..we cannot spend time like last..i feel people blaming me.because of me.i noe.if he importantkn his studies...i haf to let him go...haiz..but if can i dun wan..i hope so..wads gonna be in future?he will be together wif a gerl better than me,prettier than me,smarter than me n purfect...if hex hapi,i'll be hapi too...till here...gud bye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-114000907342857006?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1138515015106481812006-01-29T13:42:00.000+08:002006-01-29T14:10:15.123+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">kiez..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i'm bored...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">everydae we fite..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink it a mux...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">we do it on the daily...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hate fitings...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">fuck!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz......</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">now...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i'm freaking bored....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hex having fun outside wif fams..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">me?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">doin nuthg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">jux slack,slack n slack.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i wanna go out actually..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">still remember he saed tat he wun forgive me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">yaya..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i noe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">eventho he let me go out now..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i still dun wan...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">FUCKING BORED....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">feel like wanna sae many vulgarities to peeps for nothg..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">haha!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">fuck u SYAHIDAH...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">siak btol..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">eurgh!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">hate my life..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i tink he dun luv me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">he luvs me no more...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i'm such a troublemaker..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">itx alwaes be my FAULT!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i hate myself..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i dun love myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">aaargh!!</span><br /><p><br /><p><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">pffttt!!!time out...dun care wads gonna happen to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">kae.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i luv zulhafiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i got the feeling he will leave me..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i'm paranoid.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hex gonna give up on me..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">yea..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">noone can tolerate me.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">fuck nuts.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i wanna change..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i wanna haf time to be alone..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but i cant...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">feel like giving up..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i noe wads gonna happen next...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i'm tired looking forward....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">all i noe i WUN FIND ANY GOOD GUYS TO HAF A GOOD LIFE BECAUSE ZULHAFIZ IS GOOD ENUF FOR ME N I SHUD NOT MAKE HIM FEEL DOWN N I LOVE HIM ONLY..COZ NOONE CAN MAKE ME MELT EXCEPT HIM..NOONE CAN MAKE ME FEEL GOOD EXCEPT HIM.BUT SUMTIMES I FEEL TAT HEX NOT GOING TO BE MINE.COZ WE ARE DRIFTING APART.NOONE REALISE IT.BUT I'M HOPING TAT HE STILL LUV ME LIKE B4.I DUN WAN ANY GUYS EXCEPT HIM.I LUV HIM.I LUV ZULLIE.I LOVE ZULHAFIZ.HEX MINE.BUT I DUNNOE ABOUT HIM.IS HE GONNA SAE THE SAME THINGS AS ME??WILL HE BE THE ONE?WILL YOU BE MINE FOREVER?ARE YOU WILLING TO STAY WIF ME TOGETHER?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffcc;">fyi.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffcc;">i dun wan to lose him.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffcc;">scared tat he will leave me without regrets.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ffffcc;">n i dun wan him to leave me or wadsoever</span>.</span><br /><br /><p><p><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>to my love,</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>i will love you no matter wad happens.</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>i will love you eventho you hate me.</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong><em>i will love you forever.</em></strong></span><br /><p><br /><p><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">dats all.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:85%;">i'm scared..brr..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:85%;"><p></span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:85%;"><p></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113851501510648181?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1137755008570825442006-01-20T18:48:00.000+08:002006-01-20T19:03:28.590+08:00wad a dae...<br />peeps nowadaes very cold..<br />haiz...<br />can't believe it...<br />hex like...<br />i dunnoe..<br />nowadaes...<br />everythg is changing...<br />everyone...<br />including me maybe...<br />haiz...<br />hate stuck up peeps very much..<br />they just dun deserve to be nice peeps...<br />i hate my life...<br />hate myself...<br />haiz...<br />hate my everythg...<br />wanna be like sumone else..<br />i mux learn to be grateful...<br />nevermind...<br />slowly...<br />slowly learn to love myself....<br />wadever shits..<br />i miss zullie..<br />no doubts if he do the same..<br />i dunch noe...<br />i'm envy tat gerls owaes look at him..<br />i admit...<br />but hex mine...<br />lolo..XD<br />wads so ever it is...<br />i dunnoe y i love him so much...<br />aargh...<br />god noes..<br />huehue...<br />hex strange nowadaes...<br />like hex hiding sumthg from me..<br />izzit true?<br />i love my ALLAH...<br /><p><br /><p><br />will it last forever? )'=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113775500857082544?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1135322071375251732005-12-23T14:29:00.000+08:002005-12-23T15:14:31.386+08:00went out yesterdae...<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/1600/DSCN7723.jpg"></a> <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/1600/act.jpg"></a><br />fun..of coz..<br />wif him lah...kae..pix...on process..lalala..haha..<br />damn it!i miss zullie..haiz...<br /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/act.0.jpg" border="0" /> <img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/DSCN7710.jpg" border="0" /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/DSCN7749.jpg" border="0" /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/DSCN7791.jpg" border="0" /><br /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/DSCN7790.jpg" border="0" /><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6640/556/320/DSCN7795.jpg" border="0" /><br />got lots more...will put it inside my folder...toodles...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113532207137525173?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1135310305655095822005-12-23T11:49:00.000+08:002005-12-25T13:29:52.816+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">hey...hex gone to KL...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">='( i miss him alots...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">didnt get enuf hugs from him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">*sobx*</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i cried for the whole nite..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">coz cant believe tat he haf to go..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i hafto understand...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i will pray for u dear.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haf a guddie holz...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i miss him rabak!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">itx been like everydae we contact...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but todae until mondae we cudnt...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haiz....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">will treasure our hapi hours...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">pix,thgs n jokes...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">yep..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i will treasure them..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">my god..feel like crying....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">yep..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i love him of coz...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i love him the most....</span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">eventhough we often fite...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">but i dun hate u at all...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">b'coz i believe,those fites wun last...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">n those fites make us more stronger..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">yep...itx true...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">i noe wad to do n donts...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">sumtimes...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">i dun realise tat i made the same mistakes...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">but i just scared tat one dae we cannot be together....</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">haiz....</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">treasure our relationship owaes...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">n yeah....</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">my love for u wun change..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">i promise u....</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haiz....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i noe...i sound so emotional..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">well i am rite now...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">coz hex not in singapore...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hex very very far awae from me....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">miss u alotz.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haiz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113531030565509582?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1134820258611891492005-12-17T19:40:00.000+08:002005-12-17T19:52:45.563+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">geez..i hate myself...hate myself..hate myself..hate myself..hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...<br />hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate myself...hate 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myself...<br /><br /><br /><br /><p><p><p><br /><br /></span></p><span style="color:#33ff33;">noone will understand me!!noone...haiz...sweet werds wont last long....u jux saed it..but u didnt mean it...or u sae dat bcoz u have to sae dat?are u playg me?huh?i noe...i'm idiotic...i noe i'm not tat GORGEOUS!!not like other girls....i'm jux normal....if u noe i'm not tat gud enuf....y u choose me at the ferst place?or izzit jux a revenge??JUST B'COZ I'M JUST A FREAKING LIAR?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">I dun lie to u b4!!i dun even haf a heart to play games wif u!!</span><br /><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><p><p><p><p><p></p></span><p><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">you're</span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><p><p></span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"> a </span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><p><p></span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">lil </span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><p><p></span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">bit </span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><p><p></span></span></span></p><p><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:30;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">late..</span></span><br /><br /></p></span><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113482025861189149?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1134793866570922002005-12-17T12:11:00.000+08:002005-12-17T12:40:00.113+08:00am i not gud enuf for....?haiz...<br />i noe tat...<br />i aint cool..<br />i aint pretty...<br />i aint clever...<br />i aint perfect...<br />but..haiz...<br />wanna change my life..<br />yep..<br />i promise i wanna change..<br />well...<br />i dunnoe...<br />he saed i tok arrogant..<br />but maybe he still dun noe the real me..<br />haiz..<br />sorry..<br />who will be rescue me??...<br />maybe i'm not that gud enuf for him...<br />maybe....<br />maybe he dun deserve me...<br />he deserve sumone else better than me...<br />prettier than me...<br />cleverer than me...<br />more perfect than me...<br />i guess <span style="font-size:180%;">this</span> is not for long...<br />i dunnoe...<br />but...i dun expect him to be perfect...<br />noone's perfect ryte?<br />people dun accept me for being who i am..<br />i talk shits,arrogant,crap..<br />act pretty i guess...<br />i admit,i'm ugly..<br />he's ryte...<br />i'm a liar.<br />liar of myself...<br />foolish me..<br />blame myself...<br />i hate my reflection...<br />hate my everythg..<br />but i grateful to ALLAH..<br />i jux hate myself..dats all...<br />i cant remember thgs sumtimes...<br />i jux wanna have <span style="font-size:180%;">no life</span>....<br />am i not gud enuf for him?frens?family?<br />okae...<br />finally decision....<br />i wanna change my life...<br />with no regrets...<br />dun wan to act pretty...am i?<br />haiz...<br />i have to move on...<br />forget those hurtful thgs...<br />sumtimes his werds can make me feel so down about myself...<br />nah..<br />i dun wan to complain..<br />will keep it to myself...<br />itx better to hurt myself than sumbody else...<br />yeah....<br />cant believe i am loser..<br />hey,i will cry every nite...<br />i jux dunnoe y...<br />but...<br />ah..nvm..keep it to myself..=)<br /><p><br /><p><br /><p><br /><em><span style="color:#33ffff;">don't say you love me</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ffff;">you dont even know me</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ffff;">if you really want me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ffff;">you got to give me sometimes....</span></em><br /><p><br /><p><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>why cant i be what you need?</em></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>but i'm nothing so good,no i'm nothing</em></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em>....</em></span><br /><p><br /><p><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">stop fooling around...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">if u play me once..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">dats it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i noe the truth...</span></em><br /><p><br /><p><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">for hating you i blame myself.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">because of you i am afraid.</span></em><br /><p><br /><p><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">am i so emotional?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">i'm sensitive btw..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">noone can tolerate me..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ffff;">haiz..</span></em><br /><p><br /><p><br />oh lord..help me..i'm dying...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113479386657092200?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1134715419473855872005-12-16T13:57:00.000+08:002005-12-23T11:49:10.243+08:00<span style="color:#33ff33;">yesterdae had a big gigantic worst of all fite wif him..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiyaa..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">asek gado jer!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">benci sey!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz.</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but i dunnoe..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i'm lost..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">i was wrong actually..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">siao me..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">walao..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hate myself!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">of coz i cried..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">cannot tahan..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">hate it manx..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#33ff33;">i didnt mean it dat he same as rizal..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">wth..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">it doesnt mean hex same as that moron okae?!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">of coz i do love him...of coz not referrg to that old guy..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">duh~</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">kae...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">he jux asked me <span style="font-size:180%;"><em>"IF...."</em></span></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den my blood bubbling...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">very very angry..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dunnoe y..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">oi!stop laughing lah..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den aft tat..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i jux sae like "just sae watever u wanna sae" wae which!! i didnt realise tat i was being rude!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">and the matter became worsen..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">rabak u...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">den he saed i'm not faithful to him?!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">huh?!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dun get it wrong lah..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">noone</span> can understand my mood oc...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dun talk shit..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">shit?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">oh yar..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">he saed i tok shit...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i tok shit?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">kae..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i reallie reallie dunnoe how to express my feelings!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">help!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">and to u,dun blame me if i dunnoe how show my feeling aite..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun wan to hear, </span><span style="color:#66cccc;"><em>"....but u talk shit!..."</em></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">oh lord...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i talk shit?</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">shit?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">shittoz?!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun wan to talk <span style="color:#ffff66;">sweet sweet honey suckle</span> werds...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">eurgh!i dunnoe...</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">i hate guys wif sweet sweet werds that can make the iceburg melt..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">euw!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">jiwangz?!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i hate jiwang okae...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">coz jiwang is totally kental..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">err....</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">no offence...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i told him dun feel sorie for everythg..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">n he told me the same..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">so fine..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun wan to seek for forgiveness...*actually i was very very guilty at tat time..haiz*</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">suddenly he saed <em>'sorry'</em>..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but i told myself dun ever sae sorie!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">he told me tat he tried to call me but cudnt reach..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">he called me then he saed he realize his mistakes..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">at ferst i was like yada yada...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">didnt noe tat he was serious..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i'm evil dun u tink??</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">oh yar..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i didnt sae <em>'sorie'</em> at all...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den put down the fone coz i was reallie freaking tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">but!!i cudnt slp..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">tinkg bout jux now..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">so yeah..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i called him n apologize..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i surrender okae!white flag..hah!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun wan to fite wif him!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i hate it alot okie??</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">HE'S SWEET AFTERALL...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">itx true..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">but I'M SHITTY AFTERALL..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i admit..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">okae...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">den now we're okae..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i hope itx for long...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">pray hard2...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">haiz..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">wooitz!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i still luv him!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i dun tok shit!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">itx true..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">only allah noes..=)</span><br /><p><p><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">todae..my mum allowd me to go out but mux go home b4 her...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">wth..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i mux do the chores den i can go out for onli.....1hr?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">no nid ah..tido sudah..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but hey!suddenly she change her mind that i cannot go out..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i was like huh?!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i dun wan to argue wif her.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but!!!i gave her my fuck face..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">hurrhurr...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">she went out..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">ard 30 mins later..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">she called me...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">bagi org kluar on sundae..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">dah rase bersalah la tu..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">*grins*</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">oh my..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i'm sooo freaking bad..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">kiez...</span><br /><p><p><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i will get jealous wen sumbody gt gerlfrens..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">me?nuthg..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i mean..i got lots..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">but none of dem is my true fren..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">nvm lah..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">zul will be my true fren...=)</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">dunnoe uh..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">but..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i wan gurlfren..one or two..malay one uh..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">ah..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">nvm lah..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">jux accept the fact..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i dun deserve to haf malay frens..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">haiyoo..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">k lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">update soon or later..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i'm tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">da....<br /></span><br /><p><p><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#666666;"><strong>bang!</strong></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-113471541947385587?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1123578404432561892005-08-09T16:26:00.000+08:002005-08-09T17:09:14.706+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira: tgh duduk..so..have u tot abt it..sending her d qoute<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa: oh okae.. erm.. nope.. my heart saes no.. dunnnoe y n i dun wanna know y..<br />i'm evil dun cha think?<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira: wats tat suppose to mean?<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa: dunnoe.. evil as in very kepale batu..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira: yea..can say tat..<br />im sori..but its the fact ah..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />ohk..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />r u willing to forgive sya?<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />dunnoe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />tell me wat ur heart says?<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />dunnoe.. u think she gonna ask fer forgiveness?</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">dun think so..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">and dats fer sure..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />skrg nie..<br />aku ok dgn kau..n aku dah ok dgn sya..cume kau dgn sya je yg tk ok..<br />so..now..its the both of you..either one..or both to ask for each other's forgiveness..<br />reminder..THIS IS NOT A LECTURE!<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">u think i'm goona do that?? asking fer fergiveness even if i'm not the one whu startd this shit!<br />yar i noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">try putting urself in my shoe n u'll noe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ok..<br />let me tell you..<br />if im in y0ur shoes..<br />yes..</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />yar i think if everione were in my shoes everione will saes yes..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />aku rase sakit hati skali tapi..aku tk nk perkare carry on like dis..satu2 mcm musuh sak..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />suddenly one dae wen u read her blog she saes HER OWN FRIENDS DUMPED HER..<br />fcuk!<br />i tot everything were find.. juz bcoz of that dgig thingy? puhlezz la..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i tot everything were find.. juz bcoz of that dgig thingy..tu sentence kau ke die<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />aku la..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />ohk..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />juz bcoz dat dgig dae we didn't take the initiative to go to her n lyn her.<br />dun u think ppl will think i the evil one??<br />i'm*<br />dumping my friends..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />den..prove her wrong..prove to ppl you r not at fault..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />but how?? by making the ferst move?<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />tk gune kau bilang aku..u sud tell her..n ppl put dere.<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />asking fer fergiveness??</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />i dunnoe..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">its up to you..<br />nisa:<br />haiz.. i hv nothing much to sae.. she was juz being so sensitive..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />mayb..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />haiz.. i hope dier dgr sei ape yg kite bebual skrg nie.. n hope that god will make her realise that she is not a princess where ppl will hv to lyn her all the time..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />kau nk aku bilang die skrg..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />ntah la.. aku rase kalau dier dgr pun dier makin sakit hati.. bukan makin selasai pun..<br />selesai*<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />hmm..<br />ade lagi bende yg kau tk puas dgn sya or apape lagi lah..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:</span><br /><span style="color:#ccccff;">yar... one thing is that i hv my own life n i can't alwaes be there fer her.. get wad i mean?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />ohk..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />n one more thing..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />ohk..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />u noe. awkward..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />ya..awkward<br />its awkward ah<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />yar awkward.. wen things settle.. aku lyn dier mcm dulu aku conferm tk leh.. coz i'm used to this lifestyle of my.. now.. like aft sch go wif rahim.. go hm wif rahim n things like dat..<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />okok..understood..<br />but..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />ok.<br />but?<br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mayb..jus..tink abt it again ah k..<br />klau itu final answer kau..<br />den..<br />suit urself..<br /></span><span style="color:#ccccff;">nisa:<br />ok..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">mira:<br />ok.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><p></span></p><br /><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><p></span></p><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#666666;">gosh..seriously..i hate nisa!haiz..its not dat i hate her in 'hate-her-to-the core' wae..i just hate the new her..totally sux!attitude problem.haiz..dunnoe lah..i just hate her..oh yar..that conversation was sent by mira..on wednesdae 3rd of august...hmph!hate it!and then on 5th of august she sent me an email..here it goes..</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><p><span style="color:#666666;"><p><p><p></span></p><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br />helo awk!! ferstly.. happi b'dae.. hehe.. may all ur wishes come true.. secondly.. sorie fer watever i've done to u this few daes.. sorie fer not lyn-ing u n betray u hor.. this few daes dunnoe la more swings like fcuk! haite it.. i'm alwaes the bad one in our friendship n i regretted it.. haiz.. i'm useless.. haiz.. miz those daes we spend together.. tgk balek pix2 yg lame kiteorg amik kat esplanade kat choa chu kang park n many more rindu pulak.. hehe.. i wish we could be together again like last tym.. hope that our friendship last long.. n i mean it.. this tym i promise.. i won't do the same thing again*promise*.. now that i've realised that i've made a mistake many times towards u.. haiz..<br /><p><br />sorie ya?? will u forgive me??<br /><p><br />btw, kite write kn awk testi.. go read it.. hehe.. i'll give ur presents on mondae k.. tadi lupe nk bwk.. hehe.. sorie..<br /><p><br />lastly, x<33-sdr-x!><br />NuRaNiSa a-k-a niSoT<br /><br /><p><p><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i was kinda shocked when i received it.and from that dae onwards..i dun wan to be close wif her like before.i promise.i dun wan to haf probx wif her animore.coz a person like her will make a fuss over a small shit.she made the ferst move and she seekd for my forgiveness and i noe she will do it again.trust me.yepp.reallie. i noe.wonder how she gonna live wen her darling rahim leave her..dunnoe man..haiyoyo..=.=!!now den i noe,nisa dun deserve a dumb fren like me..>.<<br />okie den..lub ya loads..</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-112357840443256189?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1123069554620146812005-08-03T19:40:00.000+08:002005-08-09T17:10:03.293+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">fuck arh!!my plans are all ruined!!!fucksia!!feel like crying!!noone can understands me..y?y my life is like this?i can take the fact but why me?y all me?y u hate me sooo much???my sis told me yesterdae that she wanna accompany me to cut my hair..then todae,she gave <span style="font-size:180%;">LAME FUCKING IDIOTIC MORONIC REASON!</span>fuck u arh sis!and then i just received a call from rakvinder..she saed dat she<span style="font-size:180%;"> HAF TO CANCELL ABOUT OUR MONDAE OUTING THGY!</span>chialak!pantat btol!asek nak cancel jer...sape tak binget sey...dah arh..feel like giving up my life....damn fucking unlucky!y me???????y me????y me?????ya allah aper salah aku ya tuhan???</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-112306955462014681?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10500113.post-1118653169884943942005-06-13T16:59:00.000+08:002005-06-13T16:59:29.886+08:00hello<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10500113-111865316988494394?l=i-write-sins-not-tragedies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>DuN eVeR LeAvE Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15153238139589817238noreply@blogger.com0