oi! i need privacy too...

Saturday, June 10, 2006

noe wad?
he dun wan me to bother him..ok..so...
let me start..
ok...
yest he told us tat he going to leave singapore by tmr...yea2 wadever...so todae mum called him many times he refused to answer..wassup wif him?and then i msgd him.den he replied he was on the wae to jb.i called him.missed call oni.jux wanna check he is in jb or not.not!he lie to me.den aftnoon mum tried to call his home.his mum picked.so he lied to me!he saed he lied to me because he dun wan me to find him.ok..dats fine..i dun bother u my .eurgh!dun find me ok.i wun find u..liar liar pants on fire...i guess we ARE TOTALLY NOTHING.i get ur werds.hey..werds wun bring me down..i was trying to be nice to u..n tis is wad i get?oh got...get some balls...life sux.totally..i just feel like wanna kick every guy's butts..haiz..tis is not fair..ok..i noe he is out To TOWN wif his wonderful frens..i will do the same..maybe..i will forget him...soon...coz he dun wan me..he sick of me...he had enuf of me..ok...so?do i care??.....sick of me?i will vanish from ur life.i mean my werds.everythg i did is just wasted...fuck u!i hate u!i noe u wun find me...i wun be here...never be here for u...sick of me wad!haiz...u make my life sux..u noe dat??
i wun bother to check on my hp...just to check out whether u care bout me or not.i noe u DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE.bullocks to u!i'm getting new...without you...ditch me if u can...may god loves you..n oso i've regretted..those make outs were just my stoopid decisions.i SHUD NOT MAKE OUT WIF YOU ANYMORE...u make me sick.everybody make me sick of life...oh yah...you wun get back wif me ryte?i dun ask for it...
i hope u will be a good guy n responsible person..i wish u will be happy without me...i dun wish to haf my life back...
y am i sooooo damn stoopid to haf a relationship??i am not ready...he make me hopeless....no more me for you.i will change..not bcoz of you...its becoz of me..i dun wanna haf a boifren or wadever....they just JERKS...gosh...i wish i cud turn back the time....begging him to come back to me..oh please...i will stop it..i wun switch on my hp nimore..never....i dun wanna wait for his presence..i'm tooo tired....
last but not least....i still love him...but..i'll try not to love him animore just wad he is doing now...may allah bless me...amin...
the things you saed,i will take it n keep inside my heart...i will lock it forever n i will awae the key...i just...tired of u.thk you for all this time...i was love u.now its fading awae...i cant blame u.its my fault..i wun do it again in future...

talking shits-8:01 PM